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on Thursday, May 19 @ 19:11:49 UTC
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: Same Mistake, Yet My Heart Refuses to Break
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on Thursday, May 19 @ 19:11:49 UTC
xxbabyrenxx writes:: " My heart refuses to break
fuck this asshole fate
is a good guy so really so hard to find?
even the gay ones fuck with my mind
try so hard to pull my head up high
when you keep shovin me down
and making me cry
all i wonder is why?
they tell me im nice, they tell me im smart
some tell me im beautiful...
they all say ive got a good heart
isnt that enough for you?
movin on just to ram head-first into a fuckin brick wall (of the same asshole insensitivity), so i fall...
back to depression, back to despair..
whats wrong with me?
they say that they care
but when i turn around
and reach my arms out
they're all gone
i fight the tears
and lift my head
even as my heart fills with lead
stonecold, a friggin bitch
you're converting me into, you're making me itch
with pain, and regret
i try to learn, try to forget
where are the arms to catch me as i fall?
how can i trust you, when you ignore my call
for help, for affection, for your love
all i need is a friend who really cares
please just stay, don't go anywhere
i can't be strong without suport
amazon woman i am not
too sensitive for you to understand
how your words hit me like a smack of the hand
trembling, i try to stand
just walk away, i think, and i say
but then, at the end of the day...
im left, here, alone
typing away into cyperspace
craving sympathy and attention
while faking a smile for the world
i dont want this, i hate this
right now, i dont want to be a [young] woman,
i want to again be a girl
to sit in daddy's lap and curl
up and be held
i reach for you
but my fingers wont grip
you push me away
so i sit here today
lost, confused...
lonely...used.
Same Mistake....
Yet My Heart Refuses to Break
so i sit here and vent
and then lift my ass up and try again
i refuse to fall, refuse to submit
to your asshole guy bullshit
so smile and smirk all you want
as i strut by you with my smile glued on
leaving you dumstruck and breathless
thinking "damn, look what i missed out on" "
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Re: Same Mistake, Yet My Heart Refuses to Break (Score: 1)
by CorruptedSpirit (BiteMeFreakz@aol.com) on Saturday, May 21 @ 11:13:49 UTC
(User Info | Send a Message) | Good stuff, i know the poem is rather sad but you wrote it extremley well, I actually read this three times before i posted a comment and even after three times i find no fault.
And just to clarify there are nice blokes out there you just need want to find them, rather than going back to a mistake you previously made. ( If the poem is based on you of course )
Chin up chick, and keep that smile.
Danny |
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